Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year !!!

even thought we are far apart
we keep you close to our heart and always in our thoughts
love yall
(you know who you are)
thanks for thinking of us and thank you for the gifts

im frrrrrrrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

not quite free yet
but i put my 2weeks in today at LB
yeah i did it

so tomorrow it will be our anniversary
11 years i think ;)
11 years thats a long time
so i thought it would be romantic to go see Casino Royal
because 11 years ago our first date was Golden Eye
but he went with one of his friends this weekend instead
and said he could go see it again with me
how romantic huh?
love you bunches chuck-o-luck the geoduck

i am

i am sad
i am mad
i am lost
i am upset
i am stressed
i am confused
but most of all













i am lonely

Tattoo????

So my birthday is coming up and its the big 28
I've been thinking and wanting a tattoo for a long time
but im a big chicken
I don't like pain

yes I know I have 3 kids
and having them naturally was painful
and yes they are permanent
permanent pain in my side :)

but a tattoo??
its permanent and I don't know what I want or where I want it
but I want one
I was thinking I would get an infinity sign
or a butterfly
nothing big
but where??
maybe on my foot

I keep saying its permanent
I know I know
I just have second thoughts
big chicken remember
I've never done anything like that
I have ear piercing but those are from when I was a baby
I wanted more ear piercing but once again PAIN
I wanted a tongue ring once but it seemed way too painful

anyways maybe someone has any ideas
what and where
let me know I need some feedback

welcome home

so charlie is back form a work trip to the uk
he came back yesterday
i piled in the kiddos into the car to go pick him up at the airport
his flight landed at 1:40 so i figured as long as i got there by 2 it would be fine
well traffic was horrible
horrible
car accident more horribly slow traffic and taking the wrong exit
i ended up picking him up at 3 he was waiting since 2:15
he was not a happy camper
so he was upset tired and queasy
i had pictured the kids all yelling daddy and their faces lighting up
and him taking me into his arms with a big ole wet kiss
but nope
the kids were sleeping
kai woke up when he heard the door open and he was excited to see daddy
all i heard was "were have you been blah blah blah"
mia woke up later and got whiplash when she heard him speak
she was so happy yelling "daddy daddy "
the kids started fighting in the back seat
then he wished he was back in the uk

what a great welcome home
i didnt even get a kiss

True Friend till the End

i saw this story on this blog
you should check it out
shes funny
http://soyouwanna.blogspot.com/

Are you tired of all those sissy-ass "friendship" poems that always sound good, but never actually come close to reality?Well, here is a series of promises that really speaks to true friendship:

1. When you are sad - I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad.

2. When you are blue - I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you.

3. When you smile - I will know you finally got laid.

4. When you are scared - I will rag on you about it every chance I get.

5. When you are worried - I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be and to quit whining.

6. When you are confused - I will use little words.

7. When you are sick - Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever shit you have.

8. When you fall - I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass.This is my oath...I pledge it till the end."Why?" you may ask, because you are my friend. Send this to 10 of your closest friends, then get depressed because you can only think of 4.

Remember: A good friend will help you move. A really good friendwill help you move a body. Let me know if I ever need to bring a shovel hahaha